27.6.06

Herman Hese "Stepski vuk"

"Setio sam se svojih zaboravljenih mladićkih godina - koliko sam voleo ovakve mračne, mutne večeri u poznu jesen ili zimu, kako sam, opijen, žudno uvlačio u sebe raspoloženje usamljenosti i melanholije kada sam do ponoći, uvijen u svoj kaput, trčao po kiši i vetru kroz neprijateljsku prirodu punu opalog lišća, već i tada usamljen, ali ispunjen dubokim uživanjem i pesmama, koje sam kasnije zapisivao pri svetlosti sveće. To je prošlo, taj pehar je popijen i više se nije punio. Da li je trebalo žaliti za tim? Nije. Ne treba žaliti ni za čim što je prošlo. Žaliti treba za Sada i za Danas, za svim onim nebrojenim danima koje sam izgubio, koji su mi protekli ne donevši mi darove ni uzbudjenja."

26.6.06

Herman Hese "Stepski vuk"

art credits: MultiCurious
"Ako ti je za svako zadovoljstvo potrebna dozvola sveta - onda si doista za žaljenje!"

"Moja duša je ponovo počela da diše. Moje oči su ponovo progledale, i u trenucima sam strasno naslućivao da je dovoljno da sakupim rasuti svet slika, da treba samo na stepen slike da podignem ovaj 'harihalerovski' život stepskog vuka kao celinu, pa da i sam udjem u svet slika i postanem besmrtan. Zar svaki čovečji život ne znači zalet i pokušaj prema tom cilju?"

21.6.06

Film "Engleski pacijent"



Almásy: What do you love?
Katharine Clifton: What do I love?
Almásy: Say everything.
Katharine Clifton: Water, with fish in it. Hedgehogs, I love hedgehogs. Marmite. Baths, but not with other people! Islands. I could go on all day.
Almásy: Go on all day.
Katharine Clifton: Your handwriting.
Almásy: And what else?
Katharine Clifton: A husband.
Almásy: What do you hate most?
Katharine Clifton: A lie. What do you hate most?
Almásy: Ownership. Being owned. What you leave here you should forget me.
[she adopts a look of disgust, pushing him away. She gets out of the tub, picks up her tattered dress and leaves]

Almásy: I just wanted you to know: I'm not missing you yet.
Katharine Clifton: You will.

Almásy: When were you most happy?
Katharine Clifton: Now.
Almásy: When were you least happy?
Katharine Clifton: Now.

Katharine Clifton: I'm impressed you can sew.
Almásy: Good.
Katharine Clifton: You sew very badly.
Almásy: Well, you don't sew at all.
Katharine Clifton: A woman should never learn to sew, and if she can she shouldn't admit to it.

Katharine Clifton: Do you think you are the only one who feels anything?

Almásy: How can you ever smile, as if your life hadn't capsized?

Hana: There's a man downstairs. He brought us eggs. He might stay.
Almásy: Why? Can he lay eggs?
Hana: He's Canadian.
Almásy: Why are people so happy when they collide with someone from the same place? What happened in Montreal when you passed a man in the street? Did you invite him to live with you?

Almásy: There is no God, but I hope someone watches over you.

Katharine Clifton: This - what is this?
Almásy: It's a folk song.
Katharine Clifton: Arabic.
Almásy: No, no. It's Hungarian. My daijka sang it to me when I was a child growing up in Budapest.
Katharine Clifton: It's beautiful. What's it about?
Almásy: Szerelam means love. And the story, well, there's this Hungarian count. He's a wanderer. He's a fool. And for years he's on some kind of a quest for... who knows what. And then one day, he falls under the spell of a mysterious English woman. A harpy, who beats him, and hits him, he becomes her slave, and he sews her clothes, and worships...
[Katharine starts hitting him]
Almásy: Stop it! Stop it! You're always beating me!
Katharine Clifton: Bastard! You bastard, I believed you! You should be my slave.

Almásy: New lovers are nervous and tender, but smash everything. For the heart is an organ of fire.

28.5.06

Čarls Bukovski "Djavo je bio vruć"

 

"Kao što svako može da vam kaže, nisam baš dobar čovek. Ne znam pravu reč. Oduvek sam se divio lupežima, odmetnicima, kurvinim sinovima. Ne volim glatko izbrijane momke sa kravatom i dobrim poslićem. Volim očajnike, ljude razbijenih zuba, razbijenog duha i razbijene sudbine. Takvi me interesuju. Puni su iznenađenja i eksplozija. Volim i propale žene, pijane kurve što psuju, zarozanih čarapa i razmazane šminke. Zanimaju me perverznjaci, a ne sveci. Mogu da se opustim s klošarima, jer sam i sam klošar. Ne volim zakone, morale, religije, pravila. Ne volim da me oblikuje društvo..."

27.5.06

Film "Gorki mesec"



"TV pomaže bračnim parovima da podnose jedno drugo a da ne moraju da razgovaraju."

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"Ljubavnici treba da prekinu na vrhuncu strasti, a ne da čekaju da strast prestane."

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"Nije interesantno povrediti nekoga ko vam ništa ne znači."

26.5.06

Erih Marija Remark "Crni obelisk"




"Čudna je stvar, ali kad bi se preživeli samo upola brinuli o mrtvacima dok su živi, kao što se brinu onda kad ovi od toga nemaju nikakve koristi, mrtvi bi se sigurno rado odrekli najskupljeg mauzoleja - no, takav je čovek: stvarno ceni samo ono što nema."